Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah...Man oh man...have I had a case of the Summer blahs. Don't mistake me, I have been busy, really, doing something, all the time. When I came to the realization that I was feeling like I wasn't doing everything "I was supposed to be doing," I knew it was time for reassessment and inspiration. Great. My self-questioning led to the bigger question of "where is the inspiration?" But then, another question popped up, "for what?" So now I had two questions...where is the inspiration and what would I do with it anyway. Does any of this sound familiar to you? Jeez! Or, as my good friend would say, "Cheesits." I don't why, but that is so hilarious to me.
I haven't written my blog in a few weeks and it is something I really like to do. It is important to me to write it and share it and consistency is one of my strengths. Hmmm.
I haven't really taken the time for friends and family that I usually do (sorry, Mom; sorry, Sis; sorry friends). I love spending time and sharing ideas with friends and family and they usually end up enjoying the experience, too. So, Hmmm.
I haven't been reading either -- and if there is one thing I enjoy most and put at the top of my list -- it's reading. Hmmm.
So, what have I been doing? I now realize I have had quality time with my grandchildren for the first summer, ever! I reconnected with old friends I hadn't seen in quite awhile and made several new ones. New art has been developed and I participated in a new business venture. I have been swimming everyday and the exercise is great. I completed several outdoor projects that have been hanging around too long. I entertained -- it was a fabulous dinner and great conversation -- will be doing it again soon. All of these are positive and very worthwhile.
The other night, my husband and I were sitting outside looking at the stars. I looked at him, and said, "You know, I love our life." That one sentence, sums it up. Days come and go, things, jobs and people come and go. We have seasons to our lives and each one is valuable -- a little jewel.
When the bad blahs hit and you begin to question yourself -- take it from me, talk to someone who inspires you -- not someone who will tell you what you need to do. Talk to someone who loves you enough to be honest with you but still champions your viewpoint. I hope you have someone like that in your life.
With respect and affection,